"xxxx" was here but rohit was no way near,
he feels sad coz he wishes to be with "xxxx" dear.
he catches her shadow , she catches his ,
they both want to catch each other but the distance kills the ease.
they wish the time went back and they could be together ,
some place , some other time this would have been a story like none other.
but still they don't loose hope and try everyday
coz among a thousand obstacles , love makes its own way :)
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Solitude
to live my life is all i wanna do ,
yet i bear the strife of things i wud never do
my conscience calls me, asks me to wake up
but i sleep carelessly when people ask me "who are u "
gone are the days when life was just a game for me .
when i met people and they were always just a "name" for me.
i was free , i was ambitious.
evrery one wud start to smile coz my happiness was too contegious.
i dont know what i did wrong to end up like this ,
I wanna start all over again and i am not asking for something which is too Outrageous..!
U made me fall, U made me Cry
I dont wanna stand up again and be a part of your Wry
Iam recluse and i Love solitude
I dont want ur sympathy , i dont want your gratitude.
I wish i could die and screw ur plans .
but guess u are too powerful for me to ever understand.
Iam your slave, u control my life
you could impale me as usaul or stab me with a knife.
I have lost my battle and i dont wish to try again
decide what you wud do wid me , coz i cant take anymore sadness
I have more then anyone in this world could probably Contain ..!
yet i bear the strife of things i wud never do
my conscience calls me, asks me to wake up
but i sleep carelessly when people ask me "who are u "
gone are the days when life was just a game for me .
when i met people and they were always just a "name" for me.
i was free , i was ambitious.
evrery one wud start to smile coz my happiness was too contegious.
i dont know what i did wrong to end up like this ,
I wanna start all over again and i am not asking for something which is too Outrageous..!
U made me fall, U made me Cry
I dont wanna stand up again and be a part of your Wry
Iam recluse and i Love solitude
I dont want ur sympathy , i dont want your gratitude.
I wish i could die and screw ur plans .
but guess u are too powerful for me to ever understand.
Iam your slave, u control my life
you could impale me as usaul or stab me with a knife.
I have lost my battle and i dont wish to try again
decide what you wud do wid me , coz i cant take anymore sadness
I have more then anyone in this world could probably Contain ..!
Love
there came a day for which i was waiting from eternity
I came to know a girl as if love was a certainty.
she was miles from me , yet i thought she is nearby.
I started dreaming again...I solemnly proclaim hereby.
she is like a breath of fresh air and i wish i could breathe it everyday.
but distance is so large that it makes me wonder if i could meet her anyday.
she is so perfect that even god took time to bring her in this world
I wish i could dedicate my heart , but my life is too curled.
yes "xxxx" its you who makes my day
I would love to be wid you ,if i had it my way
you could find millions who can lay thier heart in front of you
some good looking , some rich but none like me who just simply loves u.
I came to know a girl as if love was a certainty.
she was miles from me , yet i thought she is nearby.
I started dreaming again...I solemnly proclaim hereby.
she is like a breath of fresh air and i wish i could breathe it everyday.
but distance is so large that it makes me wonder if i could meet her anyday.
she is so perfect that even god took time to bring her in this world
I wish i could dedicate my heart , but my life is too curled.
yes "xxxx" its you who makes my day
I would love to be wid you ,if i had it my way
you could find millions who can lay thier heart in front of you
some good looking , some rich but none like me who just simply loves u.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
kya apne haath gande kar paoge..??
Have we ever taken out atleast 5 mins of our so called life to think that what have we done for any1..who has given us right to comment on sum1 else wen we ourselves are not perfect..there is a saying that "practice before you preach..if we cant do anything for any1 then we have no rights to comment on any1 else coz its easy to throw a stone at mud but its very hard to get in the mud and clean it.. thats a fact..everything has a reason and before knowing it..its better not to comment on anything.
aaj bhi wohi subah hai..aaj bhi wohi zindagi hai,
zindagi ke panne sookh gaye par syahi ab bhi wohi hai,
jaldbaazi toh ab aadat si ho gayi hai,
pee jaate hai khoon ke aansu isi kosis main,
ki koi keh na sake "yeh bhi apni maa jaisi hai"..!!
haan main bhi apne bache ko ek sunehra kal dungi,
dusro ki tarah acchi parvarish karungi,
mere lamhe toh gum ho gaye hai..
par uski zindagi ab bhi poori baaki hai...
haan main apne zism ko bechti hoon,
apne is tan se paise kamaati hu.
log chahe mujhe kuch bhi kahe ..
par akhir bheek toh nahi maangti hoon.
yeh zindagi ke safar bara zaalim hai,
yaha sirf kaante hai..aur masoomiyat ka katleaam hai.
bas yeh banzar zindagi kisi ke naam kar chuki hoon,
apni sharm o haya ek nanhi si zindagi ke liye KURBAAN kar chuki hoon.
kya haq hai unhe jo mujhe gaaliyaan dete hai,
madat toh duur ki baat hai..meri zindagi ko nasoor bana diya karte hai,
are jao kabhi khud ko aayne main dekho,
main toh apne zism ko bechti hoon,
tum toh zameer bech kar jiyaa karte ho..
haan aasaan hai duur se kisi ke gum pe hasnaa,
dusro ki majburio par jo man chaye woh kehna,
kaho kya tum mujhe sahara de paoge,
meri zindagi ke saath aur ek nahi zindagi ka bojh utha paoge..,
kaho kya is keechar main utar kar tum APNE HAATH GANDE KAR PAOGE???"
aaj bhi wohi subah hai..aaj bhi wohi zindagi hai,
zindagi ke panne sookh gaye par syahi ab bhi wohi hai,
jaldbaazi toh ab aadat si ho gayi hai,
pee jaate hai khoon ke aansu isi kosis main,
ki koi keh na sake "yeh bhi apni maa jaisi hai"..!!
haan main bhi apne bache ko ek sunehra kal dungi,
dusro ki tarah acchi parvarish karungi,
mere lamhe toh gum ho gaye hai..
par uski zindagi ab bhi poori baaki hai...
haan main apne zism ko bechti hoon,
apne is tan se paise kamaati hu.
log chahe mujhe kuch bhi kahe ..
par akhir bheek toh nahi maangti hoon.
yeh zindagi ke safar bara zaalim hai,
yaha sirf kaante hai..aur masoomiyat ka katleaam hai.
bas yeh banzar zindagi kisi ke naam kar chuki hoon,
apni sharm o haya ek nanhi si zindagi ke liye KURBAAN kar chuki hoon.
kya haq hai unhe jo mujhe gaaliyaan dete hai,
madat toh duur ki baat hai..meri zindagi ko nasoor bana diya karte hai,
are jao kabhi khud ko aayne main dekho,
main toh apne zism ko bechti hoon,
tum toh zameer bech kar jiyaa karte ho..
haan aasaan hai duur se kisi ke gum pe hasnaa,
dusro ki majburio par jo man chaye woh kehna,
kaho kya tum mujhe sahara de paoge,
meri zindagi ke saath aur ek nahi zindagi ka bojh utha paoge..,
kaho kya is keechar main utar kar tum APNE HAATH GANDE KAR PAOGE???"
sher zindagi ka ..
shayri toh ek ehsaas hai jiski shuruwat dil se hoti hai,
kya hua agar basa ho ankhon par dil..
inhi ankhon ke raste se lafso ki buniyaad banti hai..
kalam ki syahi toh sirf panno par apni nishaan chor jayegi..
par hain aise bhi kuch dard .jo sirf sharaab ke jariye apna iqraar kar jayegi
yeh duniya sirf wah-wahi deti hai,
karti hain hazaar charche,par gum se khud ko bezaar karti hai,
na soch tu in charcho ke baare main..yeh toh chand kaante hai,
jo khud hi toot jaayenge,bas barate chal tu kadam,
khuda bhi apni kudrat tujh par luta jayenge.
hamari chahat kuch unkahe lavso se bayaan hota hai,
yeh paigaam untak na pahuche,
isiliye toh hamari dil main dard,chehre par khusiyaa,
aur hoton par jaam rehta hai.
hazron ki bheer main khudko tanha paate hai,
hain itna dard dil main jo bayaan nahi ho payega,
kalam ki syahi sookh jayegi..aur panna bheeg jayega.
har mor par .raah ki mitti hamare aankhon par aa jaati hai,
toot toh bahut pehle hi hum chuke the..
lafz toh bahut pehle hi nikal chuke the..
zindagi ko pehchaan liya.ab jine ki aadat jeene ko majboor kar jaati hai.
lafz toh zarroor bik jayenge,
par yeh dard na bech paynege.
honge aap bahut aamir.par yeh aansu na kharid payenge.
hamari shayri hamara dard baatti hai,
dusroo ko gum ka ehsaas dilati hai,
hum na rahe toh hamare alfaaz yaad aayenge,
jo karna chahte hai pyaar ..unhe gum sehne ki aadat dilayenge.
yeh chahat hum apni rooh main basayenge,
sookh jaye mera shareer toh kya hua..,
hawao par hum chahat ki khusboo de jayenge.
bin maange kuch nahi milta is zindagi main..
dard toh door ki baat hai..
bin maange toh khairaat bhi nahi milta is zamane main.
yeh dard toh hamara kabhi khatam na hoga,
laankh karle hum bayaan,pata hain hume is dard ka koi marhm na hoga.
haan is dard ko chupa zaroor sakte hai..
kisike khusiyon ke liye..aansuo ki jagah
hoton par muskurahat laa zaroor sakte hain.
dard hi ho buniyaad mehfil ki aisi koi baat nahi,
khusion main ho jaayenge shaamil..kyunki anjaam ka hume pata nahi.
ashq jo behte hai ..use baha lenge,
par apne dard ke liye ..khusiyon se rooth jaaye ..
yeh hume manjoor nahi.
kar denge hum unhe begana .
jo sirf khusiyon par nazar aate hai..
jo baat le hamare gum..banayenge use apna
aur shuru karenge ek naya afsana..!!
kya hua agar basa ho ankhon par dil..
inhi ankhon ke raste se lafso ki buniyaad banti hai..
kalam ki syahi toh sirf panno par apni nishaan chor jayegi..
par hain aise bhi kuch dard .jo sirf sharaab ke jariye apna iqraar kar jayegi
yeh duniya sirf wah-wahi deti hai,
karti hain hazaar charche,par gum se khud ko bezaar karti hai,
na soch tu in charcho ke baare main..yeh toh chand kaante hai,
jo khud hi toot jaayenge,bas barate chal tu kadam,
khuda bhi apni kudrat tujh par luta jayenge.
hamari chahat kuch unkahe lavso se bayaan hota hai,
yeh paigaam untak na pahuche,
isiliye toh hamari dil main dard,chehre par khusiyaa,
aur hoton par jaam rehta hai.
hazron ki bheer main khudko tanha paate hai,
hain itna dard dil main jo bayaan nahi ho payega,
kalam ki syahi sookh jayegi..aur panna bheeg jayega.
har mor par .raah ki mitti hamare aankhon par aa jaati hai,
toot toh bahut pehle hi hum chuke the..
lafz toh bahut pehle hi nikal chuke the..
zindagi ko pehchaan liya.ab jine ki aadat jeene ko majboor kar jaati hai.
lafz toh zarroor bik jayenge,
par yeh dard na bech paynege.
honge aap bahut aamir.par yeh aansu na kharid payenge.
hamari shayri hamara dard baatti hai,
dusroo ko gum ka ehsaas dilati hai,
hum na rahe toh hamare alfaaz yaad aayenge,
jo karna chahte hai pyaar ..unhe gum sehne ki aadat dilayenge.
yeh chahat hum apni rooh main basayenge,
sookh jaye mera shareer toh kya hua..,
hawao par hum chahat ki khusboo de jayenge.
bin maange kuch nahi milta is zindagi main..
dard toh door ki baat hai..
bin maange toh khairaat bhi nahi milta is zamane main.
yeh dard toh hamara kabhi khatam na hoga,
laankh karle hum bayaan,pata hain hume is dard ka koi marhm na hoga.
haan is dard ko chupa zaroor sakte hai..
kisike khusiyon ke liye..aansuo ki jagah
hoton par muskurahat laa zaroor sakte hain.
dard hi ho buniyaad mehfil ki aisi koi baat nahi,
khusion main ho jaayenge shaamil..kyunki anjaam ka hume pata nahi.
ashq jo behte hai ..use baha lenge,
par apne dard ke liye ..khusiyon se rooth jaaye ..
yeh hume manjoor nahi.
kar denge hum unhe begana .
jo sirf khusiyon par nazar aate hai..
jo baat le hamare gum..banayenge use apna
aur shuru karenge ek naya afsana..!!
kosish kiye chala hoon
har mor hume anjaana sa lagta hai,
zindagi toh ek paheli hain..
sab kuch begaana sa lagta hai,
hain nahi itni himmat joh khusiyon par chaa jau,
dil karta hai in..tanhayio se lar jau.
yeh chand lamho ne hum par aisa kaher dhaya hai,
ke zindagi par bas ..gum hi gum chaya hai.
hain har koi khafa humse ..iska hume gila nahi,
tumne ki bewafai ..iska bhi shikwa nahi..
sochte hai..kya mohabbat ki sazaa hai yahi..??
ek kahmosh muskurahat apne chehre pe rakhte hai,
laankh roye dil..tab bhi aansuo ko dil main samet liya karte hai.
hain itne gum joh baantne se kum na honge.
joh keh de kisise ..toh ashq beh jayenge,
par yeh zakhm kum na honge.
yeh zindagi toh ek kaanto bhari raah hai,
kar toh sakte hai maut se mohabbat.-
par khudgarz nahi ban sakte ,..kyunki .
is zindagi par ..zindagi dene wale ka bhi toh adhikaar hai.
humdardi toh har koi jaatayega ,
par sachaai ko kaun pehchaan payega,
khud ko bura banane ki bekaar si kosish kiya karte hai,
nakamyaab hai hum..
isliyetoh dil main nami aur ..hoton pe hasi sajaye liya karte hain.
khusiyon main hi sirf saath nibhaye ..aisi hamari aadat nahi,
kisiko dost keh kar bhul jaaye..itne bhi be-imaan nahi,
wafa na sahi..bewafai ki saugaat dena,
par jo aajaye koi gum,
toh sab se pahle hume bula lena.
yeh zindagi ka safar toh in tanhai-yo main kat jayega
bahenge aur bahutse aansu ..par yeh dil tumhe na bhul payega,
hain nahi koi armaan baaki joh puri karna chahenge,
mana apko kar lenge shrarik is gum main,
par kya is-se hamare zakhm bhar payenge.
toot chuke par ummid nahi chori humne,
gujre waqt ko bhulne ki kosis nahi chori humne,
woh aur honge joh dukho main apni saari zindagi bitayenge,
hum toh yeh lamhe seh kar..dukho se dur,
ek duniya basyenge..
AUR KHUD KO BADALNE KI KOSISH KIYE JAYENGE
zindagi toh ek paheli hain..
sab kuch begaana sa lagta hai,
hain nahi itni himmat joh khusiyon par chaa jau,
dil karta hai in..tanhayio se lar jau.
yeh chand lamho ne hum par aisa kaher dhaya hai,
ke zindagi par bas ..gum hi gum chaya hai.
hain har koi khafa humse ..iska hume gila nahi,
tumne ki bewafai ..iska bhi shikwa nahi..
sochte hai..kya mohabbat ki sazaa hai yahi..??
ek kahmosh muskurahat apne chehre pe rakhte hai,
laankh roye dil..tab bhi aansuo ko dil main samet liya karte hai.
hain itne gum joh baantne se kum na honge.
joh keh de kisise ..toh ashq beh jayenge,
par yeh zakhm kum na honge.
yeh zindagi toh ek kaanto bhari raah hai,
kar toh sakte hai maut se mohabbat.-
par khudgarz nahi ban sakte ,..kyunki .
is zindagi par ..zindagi dene wale ka bhi toh adhikaar hai.
humdardi toh har koi jaatayega ,
par sachaai ko kaun pehchaan payega,
khud ko bura banane ki bekaar si kosish kiya karte hai,
nakamyaab hai hum..
isliyetoh dil main nami aur ..hoton pe hasi sajaye liya karte hain.
khusiyon main hi sirf saath nibhaye ..aisi hamari aadat nahi,
kisiko dost keh kar bhul jaaye..itne bhi be-imaan nahi,
wafa na sahi..bewafai ki saugaat dena,
par jo aajaye koi gum,
toh sab se pahle hume bula lena.
yeh zindagi ka safar toh in tanhai-yo main kat jayega
bahenge aur bahutse aansu ..par yeh dil tumhe na bhul payega,
hain nahi koi armaan baaki joh puri karna chahenge,
mana apko kar lenge shrarik is gum main,
par kya is-se hamare zakhm bhar payenge.
toot chuke par ummid nahi chori humne,
gujre waqt ko bhulne ki kosis nahi chori humne,
woh aur honge joh dukho main apni saari zindagi bitayenge,
hum toh yeh lamhe seh kar..dukho se dur,
ek duniya basyenge..
AUR KHUD KO BADALNE KI KOSISH KIYE JAYENGE
lafz mere dil se
har zindagi ko mohabbat ki zaroorat nahi,
har mohabbat ko yaadon ki zaroorat nahi..
hain aise bhi zindagiyan ..jo tanha ji rahe hai..
tum saath ki baat karte ho..magar woh toh sirf zinda rehne ke hi laakh kosish kiye jaa rahe hai...
mehfil main fir se jaam bhar jayenge,
zindagi main khusiyaa fir aa jayenge,
bas zara dil ko samjha loh...
fir dekhna ...akele hote hue bhi ,aap tanha nazar na aayenge..!!
muddat se apke bager hum zindagi guzaar rahe hai,
hue toh zaroor the badnaam ..par ,
ab gumnaam ban kar safar kar rahe hai,
is kadar doob chuke hai gum main,
ke zeher ko bhi jaam samajh kar pi liya kar rahe hai
dil ki aawaj sunna zaroori hai,
jo karna hai pyaar toh ishaar karna zaroori hai,
mohabbat main kashis honi chahiye,
zindagi jeene se zyaada ..marne ki khwaish honi chayiye,
dekh kar pyaar toh har koi kar sakta hai..
dil se pyaar karne ke liye mohabbat honi chahiye,
pyaar hote hi toh dil loot jaata hai,
yakeen is dil par se kho jaata hai,
is zindagi ko koi pakar na saka hai,
jaana toh har kisiko parega ,
aap phirbhi apni kosish kiye jayiye....
pyaar woh kasis hain jise koi chupa na saka hain,
jo girte hain tumhare ashq..toh na ghabrao kyunki,
yahi toh pyaar ka falsafa hain...
yeh kuch gum ke lehre jald hi chale jayenge..
fir toh khusiyon ka toofan aana likha hai...
khubsurti agar milti aansuo se ..to har koi gum main duba hota,
dard ko seene se lagakar ..har koi tanha jee raha hota..,
na kar us khudaiee ko na-manjur tu..,
bin maange is duniya main koi armaan pura nahi hota..!!
app chale gaye toh kya hua..hum apko dil main yaad kar liya karenge,
aansu jo beh jaaye..toh yunhi muskura kar khud ko khus kar liya karenge,
kosish toh ki thi apko bhulane ki,
par hum naakam rahe..ab toh apki tasweer roj khwabo main saja liya karenge.
majburiyaa toh har kisi ki hoti hai,
milenge aise bahut manjar jinhe pass pakar bhi ..duriyaan mehsus
hoti hai,
churakar hamari dharkane khud ko bekasoor kehte hain,
ab keh bhi daliye hume..kyun chahat ko namanjur karte hain?
har mohabbat ko yaadon ki zaroorat nahi..
hain aise bhi zindagiyan ..jo tanha ji rahe hai..
tum saath ki baat karte ho..magar woh toh sirf zinda rehne ke hi laakh kosish kiye jaa rahe hai...
mehfil main fir se jaam bhar jayenge,
zindagi main khusiyaa fir aa jayenge,
bas zara dil ko samjha loh...
fir dekhna ...akele hote hue bhi ,aap tanha nazar na aayenge..!!
muddat se apke bager hum zindagi guzaar rahe hai,
hue toh zaroor the badnaam ..par ,
ab gumnaam ban kar safar kar rahe hai,
is kadar doob chuke hai gum main,
ke zeher ko bhi jaam samajh kar pi liya kar rahe hai
dil ki aawaj sunna zaroori hai,
jo karna hai pyaar toh ishaar karna zaroori hai,
mohabbat main kashis honi chahiye,
zindagi jeene se zyaada ..marne ki khwaish honi chayiye,
dekh kar pyaar toh har koi kar sakta hai..
dil se pyaar karne ke liye mohabbat honi chahiye,
pyaar hote hi toh dil loot jaata hai,
yakeen is dil par se kho jaata hai,
is zindagi ko koi pakar na saka hai,
jaana toh har kisiko parega ,
aap phirbhi apni kosish kiye jayiye....
pyaar woh kasis hain jise koi chupa na saka hain,
jo girte hain tumhare ashq..toh na ghabrao kyunki,
yahi toh pyaar ka falsafa hain...
yeh kuch gum ke lehre jald hi chale jayenge..
fir toh khusiyon ka toofan aana likha hai...
khubsurti agar milti aansuo se ..to har koi gum main duba hota,
dard ko seene se lagakar ..har koi tanha jee raha hota..,
na kar us khudaiee ko na-manjur tu..,
bin maange is duniya main koi armaan pura nahi hota..!!
app chale gaye toh kya hua..hum apko dil main yaad kar liya karenge,
aansu jo beh jaaye..toh yunhi muskura kar khud ko khus kar liya karenge,
kosish toh ki thi apko bhulane ki,
par hum naakam rahe..ab toh apki tasweer roj khwabo main saja liya karenge.
majburiyaa toh har kisi ki hoti hai,
milenge aise bahut manjar jinhe pass pakar bhi ..duriyaan mehsus
hoti hai,
churakar hamari dharkane khud ko bekasoor kehte hain,
ab keh bhi daliye hume..kyun chahat ko namanjur karte hain?
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